i miss you all but my head isn’t in the right place to sustain friendships without fucking them up i’m sorry
Please don't be sad, you are such an amazing person and have helped me through the hardest time in my life. And hey remember we all have bad days but it doesn't mean we have bad lives. Love your pregnant anon erika :)
Oh my god lovely this has made my day how are you how is everything?!!?!!! It’s so great to hear from you again!!!!
I know sometimes you can feel that way. Just know that if you ever need someone to talk to that won't judge, I'm here for you.
Thank you beautiful xxx
No sweetie, you are lovely and perfect just the way you are. You, as much as anyone, deserve to be loved and treated like a queen. Sometimes as humans we can't see the little glories in ourselves. Now I don't know you well but I do know that the people in your life love and care about you. They love the little things, like your laugh, or the way you get all flustered around someone you really like, or the way you love people so deeply they can't help but love you back. You are amazing, and loved
Okay you're like, really really gorgeous and I just want to snuggle you and boop you on the nose okay
no no no you have it all wrong i am a shit person who does not deserve to have anyone love them do not fall into that trap get out while you can
No issues. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to pry or anything. Have the loveliest day that you are capable of managing. :) Everything will be okay.
No don’t be sorry my lovely, it’s me. You aren’t prying, just being considerate and I really value that. It’s just that last time I posted my feelings and people started being kind and lovely, just as you are, I got smack for attention seeking and being pathetic. I’m sorry but thank you so much honestly. X
Anything you want to talk about?
uh I really want to say no because it’s all a bit raw and emotional right now and i get worse talking about it but I don’t also want to be seen as begging for attention like I did last time by saying no. I just needed to vent my hatred for myself out somewhere and this was the only place i could do it without people in my direct life seeing and asking me questions. I’m sorry, but thank you for your concern x
Are you okay?
hmmm no i guess i’m not